It’s my third post that shows my reflection. It really hurts when someone you love so much leave you… but eventhough I have a broken and bloody heart, I still can’t hate the man who gave me this hearthache. I don’t know why, maybe we just have so many beautiful memories together that whenever I think of those I just can’t help to smile… although the pain is still here and get worse everyday he’s not beside me, looking back at our old happy picture stop my tears and a smile register on my face… i don’t want false hope and negative idea.. but I know deep inside myself, he is the only man I love this much and although fate is not good on our love story.. LOVE still emerge above all the HATE…
April 3, 2008 at 4:10 pm |
I know how you feel. i felt that way and now i thing I’m feeling again:( The same person that was everything for me left me when I loved him the most and now he wants to be with with me again but how can I know if he is sincere? I believed him, I loved him, I was doing everything for this love but when I needed him the most he wasn’t there for me and for long period of time I tought that I hate him bus now I realised It’s harder to hate then to forgive someone.